in questi giorni ho una canzone in testa, una canzone che mi fa pensare, in particolar modo, al rapporto che ho con mia madre, a come mi faccia sentire, a volte, intrappolata...la devo scaricare...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
"rapporto con mamma".... "in trappola".... conosco bene la sensazione!
RispondiEliminaSolo che, nell'impossibilità di cambiare ormai la mentalità della madre, spesso è necessario passarci sopra e basta.
fregarsene, no?
RispondiEliminaE allora benvenuta nel gruppo!!! Non ho altro da dire, a me non è che vada meglio...
RispondiElimina:-(
Seigradi, Sense: avete pienamente ragione...solo che a volte affrontare quel "panzer" (non nel senso che è panzona) di mia madre a volte è impossibile, continua a dimenticarsi che ho 27 (sigh!) anni, e che potrei (per lei non l'ho) avere una vita mia...continua a decidere per me così come lo fa con il resto della famiglia...ed in questo momento, non so perchè, non ho energia per opporre resistenza...
RispondiElimina...detto ciò, continuate ad avere perfettamente ragione, ed io mi sento molto ridicola...
Dani, siamo sulla stessa barca, visto che i remi non funzionano è arrivata l'ora di usare il motore...smezziamo sulla benzina!!!